Incarnations ------------ -the memory of an elf is as a waking dream- Tolkien a thought in a doorway a form in a pane of shop window glass an image in the periphery melts upon direct examination leaving an uneasy feeling image of a man in a cafe same build image of a man on the street same charming crooked smile same dark glasses is that why she saw him as a vampire why did you see him as perfect why did she see him as vulnerable why did I see him as a pirate in a subterranean tavern drinking ale dancing a jig and singing songs with me by the fire apparitions in dreams apparitions in a waking state the body is ready the mind is receptive the spirit is anticipating is it inconceivable that the psychic energy of the soul could remain wanting to connect when all is hopeless an attempt must be made for in the try hope may yet be rekindled